…THE FOREST FOR THE TREES

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What is a person to do when strength fails?

What is a person to do when rampant emotion cannot be reigned?

What is a person to do when the world they love, the only world they know, begins to fall apart?

Love grows.

Love evolves.

Love matures.

Why am I the only one that understands this?

Why am I the only one that chooses to fight rather than flee?

Why am I the only one that seems to value the investments made on both sides?

They give me advice.

They offer me support.

They can’t truly understand.

Don’t sweat it, ignore the bitch.

Don’t fret the future, there is life after her.

Don’t waste another tear on her, it’s time to work on you.

How am I supposed to move forward when I can’t see past my own pain?

How am I supposed to recover from this when I am subject to her presence every day?

How am I supposed to work on myself when all my time and energy is spent thinking about her?

I have never hurt like this.

I have never felt so utterly alone.

I have never suffered so deep a wound.

When will this pain go away?

When will the loneliness abate?

When will the deep healing begin?

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